Sometimes I wonder what I ever did for the ones I care for to give up on me, lie to me, cheat & betray me. I always blame myself for their wrong doings. If I hadn’t have done this maybe they wouldn’t have done that. I beat myself up over should have, could have, would have when I don’t need to be. The truth is THEY should have learned to get through the hard spots, THEY could have used their voice for their problems/emotions, and THEY would have still had a great friend in their life if they we’re strong & brave enough to face whatever it was that lead them away. People who turn their backs & hurt are weak. I’m a strong person. I don’t have time or room for weakness in my life. It may have hurt to watch you go but I’m thankful for you weeding yourself out of my life & finding out that it isn’t where you belong. I’m far better off without you & you will always regret loosing me.