I hate to love but love to hate having crushes. I honestly wish I could just ignore feelings all together sometimes lol. Just because whenever I get crushes as much as I’m geeked up.. the fact that I am makes me want to puke! Idk how its possible for one person to have such an effect on me? It makes me a little upset that someone can.. but at the same time I absolutely adore it. The worst part of it all is not really even knowing the other side of it. If there is even that? Sometimes I wish I were tin man and other days I wish someone to feel for me as much as I do for them. Blah… and here I am talking about how I feel lol : X