And all the thoughts from the day, the week, the month come racing to your mind. It’s intense. It makes me want to scream, smile, laugh, and cry. All the while I’m surrounded by the dark & little noises creeping in the house. It feels like these thoughts could jump out and grab me; having to face them. It’s inevitable. Especially the thoughts you thought you’ve long forgotten when in all actuality they’ve just hidden themselves deep in the crevasses of your brain. There they wait to pop up at perfect times like these and haunt you in the dark. Oh man, I hope I sleep hard tonight.

I miss your smile but I miss mine even more